| Someone once said, "courage is being able to let go of the familiar". i had a long talk with the last person i expected to be having a really good talk with (no offence to that person). but im glad i did. she really got me thinking. i've been an ass to somepeople that didnt deserve it and nice to those who havent earned it. on top of it all my social life is taking over and my school life is suffering. so i think i need to do myself a favor and let go of all that keeps me behind. i find myself skippin school for two reasons. because i didnt do the work (which is usually because i was with friends all day) or im out with my friends. its time for me to take responsibility for myself. learn alot of self-discipline and all of that stuff. time for me to focus on whats important. and if ur truely my friend... u'll help me every step of the way and encourage me to have courage and give up all i've known to fix my wrongs and make me right. so in the end those standing next to me will be my true friends. so i dont know if this means that im disconnecting from everyone or what. im still workin on that. but temptation is the devil... dont be my devil. be my angel and help me out. and thanks for last night... i really needed it. never thought i could tell one person so much. thanks a million. and i thank those who help me out from here on out. |
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| Dude you guys are really frustrating me. you're starting to ask for the moment of truth... you really dont want that. That means that i state everyone i can thing of and everything i think about them... so if you wanna know what i think about you... go ahead... push me more... oh and dont worry i will state the reason for the moment of truth. If it goes farther then that then im cuttin people out of my life who i think dont belong. do me a favor if you know you dont belong just peace out now. im so sick of people annoying me and thinkin that its "all cool" naw screw y'all... please just stop pushin ur limits.
Peace out
Murph |
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| Time to make some changes in my life... starting from the inside! |
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